Well... Once again I struggled with the weight cut
I only have myself to blame. I didn't eat yesterday or up until the weigh-ins and had to have hot baths with a sweat suit on last night and this morning.
In the build up I felt very tired and weak. I've let myself down a lot. I went there with the intentions of taking gold and ****ed up royaly.
In the semi final I was 7 points up going into the last minute but I had nothing left... Zero! I feel pretty embarrassed to be honest.
In the bronze medal match I had nothing from the start. I was going to pull out before the match as I was seeing black and orange spots but I went through with it.
I've learned my lesson and I'll take some time off from comps to get down in weight and refocus... Maybe this is the best thing that could of happened to me
Thoughts? Don't be cunts though...