Re: HUGE AMATUER DEBUT - I Lost :(
Sounds like you were overmatched. You won a victory in there: You acted like a fighter, and you did your job.
It sounds like you were never going to win that fight; Just over your head. But you toughed it out and showed heart. You'll improve, and it's obvious that you've got the stomach for the fight game.
You took the guy the distance, made him worked, and laughed off your own blood. Way to go, man.