Audley Harrison "A Nation living in Fear of Destiny"

It was a risk for me to put 100% beleif in Audley Harrison, but i believed for one night he could ditch all of his mental demons. Sometimes in life you have to entertain yourself, when all people do is agree with majority and follow each other like lemmings.

You know when i look at this boards, this is what i see sometimes.

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And if i would not of took the risk....and broke away from the majority to support Audley Harrison, we would not of got the greatest support thread of all-time, which "A Nation living fear of Destiny" is..............

Before the fight, 40% of what i said was the hype the fight up. 60% was from the heart, and i totally let my heart rule my head leading up to this fight, and post fight i have admited this, but i will never regret it. The message in the thread is still as strong as ever, and people have been inspired.

"I enjoyed the build up, it was a emotional rollercoaster, sometimes i was angry, sometimes i was laughing, sometimes i was down right delirious"

And it ended tears which sounds like a great film.

For afew days, i could not look at any footage from the fight, or listen to any past interviews. But yesterday i was going through all the pure TV gold moments, internet gold moments and radio............and i was smiling.

A Nation Living in fear will never die down, it will never die down......The Mesage behind it will never die down, NEVER..!

 

My best work came after the fight, in terms of insightful speeches.

Dignity and Class and pure honest.

When others thought maybe i would be hiding away, i took it on the chin and i'm proud of David Haye.

And i will support him 100%.

 

November 13th has been and gone, and from the very beginning of this fight. I had a kind of feeling that November 13th, was not just about Audley Harrison & David Haye it was also about me. I kept stating this, time and time again throughout the thread.

And the date is now November 18th......and where still here, and we are now talking about me and my actions.

I chose to support Audley Harrison and i did belief that he would ditch all his mental demons on November 13th. And i put my balls and creditability on the line, and got my message across to the people in the Nation, that needed lifting, inspiring.

If i was totally to listen to my head and logical thought. Remember guys, before i had all of my Audley Harrison avatars, who was the guy that was in my avatar..............yeh that's right David Haye.

If i was to listen to my head total and play it safe, i would of betted on David Haye

"But i'm only human and we have heart, spirit whatever you want to call it"

But i didn't want to play it safe, and i didn't want to agree with the majority. The Majority in my opinion are shallow bunch of losers, not all of them, but the majority of them.

"You only have to look at the reaction after the fight ringside, aswell on here"

"But what people must understand, i did let my heart rule me during this build up. And I'm one bad ass rebel at heart"

I like Audley Harrison, I've always supported him and liked the messaged he has tried to bring to the people. I took a big risk in Audley Harrison and i DID believing him, and he has let himself down. I can remember when i would be training on the track, i was never ever happy with my training sessions, the closest to happiness i became was mild satisfaction. Just enough so i could sleep at night..........

And i only gainned mild satisfaction, when i knew i had given my all and left it all on the track, all the pain and mental battles, had all been left on the track, only then could i be satisfied for a day or so, until i return to slay the dragon again.

Its obvious i support Audley Harrison because i wanted him to win, and i believe he could win. But there where also many other factors, no man goes to war just because he wants to kill somebody.

And guess what..........."A Nation living in fear is not over, it will never die down.........Never"

I don't even know what it is anymore "All i know is that it will never die down", i don't even know how this thread appeared. People must remember i was gone off these boards, banned and not aloud to post new topics. But then i had some kind of vision, and thats when i knew....i had to get my message across..........and thats "When it happened"

And the message behind this whole "Nation living in fear" is still as strong, and as prominant as it was at the start.

It can never die, because their will always be people out their waiting for you to fall, and trip you up.

 

You can sit here all day, and try and pick my psychophysical profile apart. a very distinctive, and substantial personna. Deep down i know excalty what i did here, and why i did it. And at the end of the day, i won this along time ago.

When November 14th came around, it was a strange feeling when i saw the sun come up, i was still awake when the sun was coming up.

And my emotions had leveled out, my disappointed for Audley Harrison had set in.

I realised that i have won and succeeded. The Message that was behind a Nation living in fear had did its job on me and many others.

Unlike most people, i don't just support somebody because they are from England or Scotland or wale's or Ireland.

"I support the individual and he's morals and principles, and Audley Harrison stands for same things i do. Thats why i had to support him in this match up, that is the honest truth why i had to support him"

Even though he's somewhere on the other side the world right now, licking his wounds like a wounded Lion....................we brothers, we are both in life fighting the same kind of war. Where both men that have to chase are dreams, not matter how unrealistic it seems sometimes, but the again if your still alve, hearts beating...........it can't be that unrealistic.

At the end of the day, A Nation Living in Fear will never die down. Because there is a Nation of people who only get satisfaction in life, waiting to trip people up, or waiting for them to fall so they can crucifie you.....to make themselves feel better. Only because they have not got the courage or balls in life to dare and take risks.

The Nation will always live in fear of people like us, and we are scatted everywhere. The next day after November 13th, i was hailed by personal messages, simply saying thank you. Because at the end of the day this fight had in unearthed emotions that people had been scared to feel for years, people who have been quiet for years, where now speaking over the masses.

And i was one of them guys, and a Nation Living in Fear will never die...........never die down.

I've got no bad feelings towards David Haye, i like him even more now. And i will support him 100% in all of his fights.

 

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