Canelo vs Plant in doubt

thats what i tried explaining to you. that image you have of who you are, and how you think others see you, doesnt exist in reality. nobody sees you like you believe they see you. nobody. and that is made completely clear when you try and TALK reality into being. it shows that you can take something that is crystal clear to everyone, but by TALKING your way into what you want to believe, you make who you are apparent.
now im sure, given what im describing, that this will no doubt meet head on resistance by the same defense mechanisms that got you rearranging reality in the first place. and you will create that image i just mentioned, which everyone can see the reality of, and the cycle continues.

 

I do sense a cycle. You sauced again?

 

see, perfect example. in your mind, you think that little line is an out. you imagine people will ignore all thats been posted, completely forget about it, because you cleverly wrapped it in a "hes drunk" package. not understanding how obvious it is that you cant continue in a logical discussion, because it exposes who you are and what your really about, so you need an out. anything to ignore whats been said, and make it completely about something else. anything else. usually, you try that "youre dumb" nonsense. but you know people know im not dumb, so whats the next out? hes drunk. i could probably even predict your next three posts, almost word for word, if you werent now aware i was doing it.

 

What out? I feel zero pressure to read your lengthy posts and address whatever you're rambling about. It's a big fat much ado about nothing. If I respond, it's because I feel like it. You have a demonstrated pattern of running wild with non sequitur. Typically, this is the behavior of a person who has extreme feminine tendencies or abuses substances but cannot function normally under the influence. So I'm half joking when I ask you if you're on the sauce.

You do you. No judgement here.

 

lmao!! yes, im sure everyone here is confused about who carries the feminine traits between us. its like youre purposely trying to prove what i wrote correct. like youre specifically trying to outline the vast difference in our ability to gauge reality. quite comical actually, when youre seeing it from the outside.

 

That's your problem.

You speak to an audience. You need and desire acceptance. Everything you've said in today's exchange, you've typed AT me, but you're really trying for the approval of others. That's the difference between you and I — I talk to you and you only, but you speak to an audience when you talk at me. You need acceptance. I don't. I know you're offended, but don't be. Lots of people need attention and validation.

 

in your mind, do i sound bothered? as a matter of fact, have i ever sounded bothered when disagreeing with your takes? because you do understand, that others reading can also judge if i sound bothered or not, and thereby judge how accurately you see reality. i have already stated, how you persist in making everything i said, true. i just wrote about your ability to see reality, and the ways you deal with things that threaten what you want reality to be. so far, im a drunk, who is emotional and feminine, and likes to put on a show for the reader. now who do you think this best describes in the readers minds between you and myself? how accurate is your take on reality?

 

Like I said, man. You talk at me, but you're really speaking to an audience.

 

i read what you said, and i illustrated why you said it. and yes, im replying for the benefit of the reader, more than a desire to have you recognize reality. you are who you are, im just clearing the smoke, so that those who see themselves like you do, understand that that aint reality. you are what you do, not what you like to tell people you are. thats why i dont worry about who people say i am, because my thoughts and actions are consistent with who i say i am, i dont have to rearrange reality to be who i say i am.

 

I don't care. No one else cares. Only you care, man. Like I said, this has been another one of your big much ado about nothings. We both agreed that Clenelo's diva antics is deplorable behavior. Nothing more needed to be said, but here you are, 5 or 6 posts deep, with paragraphs, talking about perception.

Like I said, I don't care. No one else cares. Only you care.

 

again, its obvious you do care. and again, youre unaware of how obvious it is, so youre trying to talk reality into being, again. i was accused of being emotional, now read back all our posts, who do you think sounds more emotional? let me rephrase that, who do you think the reader is seeing as more emotional? if you dont care, being honest about it shouldnt be a problem. but if you are who i say you are, that question aint getting answered.

 

Bruh, it's so obvious, man. You're not a complex creature. Like I said, you do you. Whatever you gotta do to feel however you gotta feel about yourself. Would it help you if I just stopped responding? Based on your behavior, you're a "last word" kinda guy. So if I don't respond, you can tell yourself that you "won" the argument with yourself. I don't mind helping out a person in distress. Just ask and you shall receive.

 

your argument isnt with me, lol. its with reality. none of this makes me look good or bad, cause it aint about me, its about reality. and you know ive stopped responding to you plenty of times before. but none of that reality serves the purpose of you convincing yourself that im responding to you because i want the last word. so of course its not taken into account, because it contradicts your feelings, and what you wish reality to be. this isnt hard to figure out. for anyone. except you.

 

Why are you so focused on my feelings and my perceptions of reality? Seems really weird.

 

my focus is on reality. you brought the feelings into it.
let me tell you how this all ends. you will throw a little fit, you think is disguised by a bunch of laughing emojis, then run off pretending youre too above the whole thing to care. echoing to anyone you think is listening, that you just owned me. and i will continue doing what i do, confident i blew enough smoke out of the area to make the obvious, obvious. perhaps im wrong, and if i see any evidence that i am, i will reassess and make the necessary changes. and all the while not worrying that my ego might have taken a hit cause i was wrong. not bothered at all.