Im F*@king Sick And Tired

my boxing club is a joke,full of fighters who are both arrogant and ignorant, one or two are ok.
but they go on like their the ****, so does the main trainer.i watched them fight recently every fight was embarrassing to watch
falling all over the place, sloppy as hell ,terrible punches, they look good training , but in the ring, ha.
but the thing is ive been goin for about a year and a half, no fights? only 4 or 5 spars?
there more focused on the kids, i cant remember the last time a trainer helped me out,
but i know i can fight,il try not to come off as arrogant, but both of the times i sparred their so called champion fighter i almost
floored him. and i hold back in sparring , i hate sparring, im always focusing on trying not to hurt someone because its sparring,because i consider myself a nice guy
but halfway through i realise there thinking the opposite, i let them set the pace,my first spar with him he was holding on because his legs were goin,
second spar with him i knocked him back with a jab, then against the ropes i pivoted and gave him a left uppercut to the body , he droped his hands and held
his stomach. you think they d give me a fight?
i know im a good fighter though. i have alot of power in my punches, yes i know...every poster here posesses tysons raw punching power..
but ive been told by some of the trainers and older boxers, i have decent hand speed, footwork isntt the best, but is getting better.
good chin, i think thats done to my aggression.
i train just as hard as everyone else if not harder, on the heaavybag i throw all my weight into evry punch, it takes alot from me, but i still keep up with everyone else
the main sshole trainer thinks im unfit.. thinks im not bothered, **** him, i step in with every jab, drive my shoulders and turn with every right hand,i have good form,
i fight from a crouch , counter punches, bob and weave, alwasy come foward, cant take a few too, im a very aggressive fighter,
i went on a big rant earlier with alot of things about my gym that **** me off and alot of points to show that its not because im **** at boxing,but when i
tryed to post it my com ****ed up,
ill write more with the response i get..
my dad said its because ther a clique, that the right spelling?
the trainer know all their dads and **** like that, and its true..
but this is the closest gym to me , what should i do?

 

one of the older boxers half complimented half advised me, he said i have alot of power and ill send lads flying when i start off, but when it comes to intermidiate ill have to keep my punches tighter, this was 6 months ago, my punches are tighter.all the other trainers help me out sometimes compliment me, but the main one..



alot of the other boxers theyve given fights to within a month, , yes there from the local area..
i eat right i do roadwork , i consider myself to have a knowledge of boxing history, none of the others do. none of them think the speedbag is any use either.i

 

yeah, one of them said i should be fighting soon, and so did the main trainer

 

thats some good advice.. thank you

 

the main trainer isnt always there the days i train, the other trainers have helped, complimented and told me i get a fight soon, there really more focused on the 13 years to be honest

 

18, i started when i was nearly 17, yeah there is.